Time is changing. I am changing. New things are rolling through my head. Time is an enemy though. When I am ready for a new step will it be too late? Will I have lost my chance? Or is it the right thing to wait till I feel right. Right for the next chapter to begin. I know I need to be ready now. But I have so many more thoughts I need to sort through. Everything is up in the air. So who knows which road I need to go down. I just feel I am about to get shoved down a road I don't want. I just want to make sure if it's the right one so I don't end up fucked. Oh well, I guess we will see won't we?